eternity~memories of light and waves

heyhey..been some time since i've been blogging le. haha. was like trying to make this skin nice. blea. still cant find one skin that makes me go "THAT'S IT! MYY SKINN!" hmm...nvm. i'll find it. haha. but lazy make my own. hee :D

nth's happened recently tho. life's like...dead. how ironic. oh wells. missed my precious clique outing thx to the stoopid spoilt coro sushi. i'm never going to eat sushi from coro le. NEVER!! so mean la. make me food poisoning:( suffer so long >_<" nonono. no more coro sushi. hmph. but at least now okay le. but i missed the outing!!! ahhhh... i cant believe this.

i miss you all.
the ahh family.
sobsob, i miss you all. everyone in tcs. ahhhhh... stoopid sushi.
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sigh.
i duno wad i'm doing either. i know you might find me stoopid. or find my lamenting. my reminiscing. my stubborness towards the past. my cling onto the "ever once was". my world of memories. i hate myself for being so weak as well. why. why i cant jus put it down. it's silly i know. i know it. but i don any of that to happen again. i don want to lose anything that's now in the present. but i don want to go back to the past. nth's right. i jus don want things to happen again. i duno. dont know anymore.